Damn my soul

Judge me when I’m laying on the edge of knife,

Damn my soul with irreversible curse,

I’m so certain, you feel ecstasy blazing my skin on fire,

But I’m so done this time,

I sleep on bed full of ruined promises

My breathe inhales lies of my own blood

And you call it unconditional tie

Get a fool to fool you

but not me,

My heartache

and demon are my only enemies and friends,

Oh, they are so true!


Loving Liya

Liya’s white cheeks turned red, she was crying, babbling reasons and our past promises and texts. If somebody had asked me how would you feel when the world would collapse to end, then surely it was the feeling, watching my girl sleeping with other guy. I was praying, it might be a nightmare. It wasn’t. I couldn’t blame the guy, he didn’t force her to cheat on me. It was Liya’s own choice. An intentional mistake or sin! She was uttering sorry and Don’t leave me repeatedly like an insane. I wasn’t a metahuman to tolerate such heavy weight of deception with my little heart. The guy sought forgiveness from me, he cleared that he had no idea Liya already had me. Liya made him to trust that she loved him and there was no one except him. Oh my Liya, what you have done!

“You only have to ask that you like someone else. I would have walked away. All I want your happiness.” _ My words were broken, perplexed with sadness.

“No, no.. I want you in my life. I have done mistake. Forgive me, please!” _ Liya wasn’t the same girl anymore whom I had been known from childhood.

We played together, grew up together, we became friends then fell in love. I was in illusion that I was the only person who knew her in and out. Now I was nothing more than a stranger to her. She might forget her promise but my vow wasn’t fickle.

“Liya, I remember my words. No matter what I loved you yesterday, I love you today and I’ll be loving you to all the morrows. If it’s a mistake then hold my hand dear and get out of here.” _ I said with firm voice. It took so much strength of my shattered heart to lock the pain inside.

It has been one month, Liya is like before again, an innocent face with the sweetest smile. Whenever I see her beautiful face, I forget the pain which she gifted me. I cry in lonely midnight for her treachery but still I love her no matter what and she is going to be my beautiful wife soon.


Reality check #12 πŸ₯—Raw facts about meπŸ₯—

I’m knocking on the door of reality after a long time. Oh, it has been opened, so finally I’m stepping in but for sixty seconds.

πŸ₯Reality is still gorgeous like beforeπŸ₯

πŸ₯— πŸ₯—πŸ₯—πŸ₯—πŸ₯—πŸ₯—πŸ₯—πŸ₯—πŸ₯—

Today I’m sharing 4 raw random facts about me ⬇️ (I’m serious now, maybe not so much)

1. I don’t have any special time to write for blog. I write whenever words tingle my mind.

2. Sometime they ask me about the name of my site (yup, Hopeless fountain) By the way I’m not hopeless in reality.

3. I highly dislike to ask questions anyone (basically personal) & it’s also highly irritating when someone ask me (basically personal)

4. The toughest writing for me is award posts, moreover again questions. (Secret_ there are 25 pending nominations. Actually I’m dreaming about Nobel prize. Ah! I know it will remain only a dream)

So it ends here. Hope I’ll visit reality soon again.


Caution ~ This post might be boring. Read at your own risk.πŸ™

Black pearl ~ post5

There was a blur figure next to my body. I had been unconscious beside the front door. I was unable to count minutes. My heart was in panic when I saw three incredibly beautiful ladies. They looked unnaturally gorgeous. They were staring at me eagerly. It seemed they were waiting for me. And he was right next to them standing straight and firm. No one could deny their angelic appearances. I tried to stand, one of the ladies came closer swiftly to me grabbing my hand, helping me to stand.

“Don’t be panic. You are safe.” _ Her tone was polite and soft.

“Hey, what’s happening here?” _ I sighed to him as it wasn’t feeling real. I might be dreaming. A dream felt so real or a reality looked like dream!

“Oh Vlad, how could you resist your temptation sensing her maiden blood every second?”. _ She asked him with tricky smile. I was staring at each of them in horror. He remained speechless and unmoved. Finally I got to know his name. His name infused bittersweet tingling in my head.

She was pulling me to an old wooden sofa, other two ladies were delighted, their sparkling eyes were mischievous. I was trying to push her away but her grab was vigorous. She whispered some words glaring viciously at me and my hands had been tied with shackles by invisible force. I was more terrified watching the old painting of four incredible women, three of them were infront of me, but the one who wasn’t here, was wearing same black pearl around her neck. Crows and Ravens were whirling above the castle with eerie noise.

“We have been waiting your arrival for a century. We’ll be grateful for your sacrifice.” _ Her words stricked me with horror.

“What sacrifice you’re telling about?” _ I gulped.

“One of our sister was burnt by the town’s people a century ago. She was the most powerful among us, she had the gift of premonition. She predicted before her death, she would be resurrected in a girl’s body wearing her black pearl on her hundredth death anniversary.” _ The red haired woman gave me another shock wave.

“So you’re going to kill me!” _ My voice was begging.

“You’ll live metaphysically. Only your body will be taken by our sister so that she can relive with us again. For that we need your beating heart but ripped out by a vampire’s claws only when you are alive.” _ The woman who tied my hands spoke out these horror sentences. Now I knew who was the vampire here with blood temptation when Vlad put his hand on my chest before I could notice him coming.

“Why? You don’t need to do this!” _ My eyes were full of tears, my voice was shaken.

“I need to do.. I can be human again.” _ There was sadness in his tone. He was more helpless than me. I was a tiny human among witches and vampire. I couldn’t decide, should I praise his tricky trap? Or to fell for those emerald eyes? My chest was frozen by his touch. The Queens were chanting spells around me,my soul would be glorified if it would be freed by Vlad. His cold hand was still on my chest.

“What are you waiting for?” _ I gasped looking at his godly face.

( I woke up on my bed, I saw my parents having breakfast and they were calling me to join. I was in home and I wasn’t sure, it was a nightmare or a dream!)

πŸƒThe endπŸƒ

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Black pearl ~ post4

The sky was orangey even it was afternoon. The heat wasn’t very heartless when he was sitting next to me. The other side of Queens forest was grandeur. Perhaps the town’s people hadn’t reached this part ever. I hadn’t seen any people here except us atypically. Anyway it was beautiful.

“I’m sorry for your parents.” _ His voice evaded the silence between us.

“You don’t have to be sorry. It was my fate.” _ I was sad. I was missing them.

“What is that on your neck?” _ He pointed to the locket of my neck.

“Oh, it’s a black pearl.” _

“Where did you get this?” _ He asked curiously.

“Mother gifted me on my eighth birthday.” _ I murmured sadly.

“Black pearl is really rare. Where did your mother find this?” _ He asked anxiously tho’ his face was serene.

“I don’t know. She didn’t tell and I hadn’t asked too.” _ His curiosity for the black pearl made me a little confused. Moreover I was elated that we talked even for my locket for a while.

We took our step to the stream. I asked him about the stream on the way. He told his home was beside the stream. When I asked his name, he kept it secret till we reached the stream. My optimistic legs followed him as the path was full of hopes.

The sky changed shades to crimson, the sun was hiding and the castle beside the stream appeared to be an ancient architecture. The skin on his face was shining like clean crystal in twilight. Eventually we reached the front door. It was a very big and tall door I had ever scene. The door opened itself when we stood closer to it. My eyes turned wider seeing the interior, huge collection of unique arts, paintings and rare crystals on the walls. The whole environment was captivating but spooky, the less number of furniture bewildered me. I turned to ask him about furniture. He wasn’t there. He wasn’t anywhere. I yelled to every corner but he didn’t appeare. I stared the walls hysterically. I sprinted to the front door, my hands slammed with whole force, it wasn’t opening.

To be continued…

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Black pearl ~ post3

My hands were on soil, my body was tired. I sat under an old pine tree but he didn’t look back. He wasn’t stopping like it was urgent to reach the stream before sunset.

“I can’t walk now. I need to rest.” _ I tried to say louder but my tongue was thirsty for water and my stomach was screaming for food.

He rushed to me within seconds. My eyes couldn’t notice how he turned back so fast. I might be hallucinating out of hunger.

“No no, you can’t rest. We have to keep going.” _ He said rudely. It struck me with a little shock, anyone could be spellbound by his angelic charm but his approach towards me wasn’t usual. There was lack of harmony between his features and gestures. At the same time, I admitted inside my head, he saved me afterall.

“I can’t walk. I’m so hungry. Aren’t you hungry a bit?” _ I was dying in hunger.

“Okay,okay. I’ll get fruits for you. Just stay here. Don’t go anywhere. It’s not safe.” _ He sounded strict like he was commanding me. And I nodded like a disciple to his command .

Those apples were green like his emerald eyes. He surprised me again by green apples. There was not a single tree of apple close to us. He brought them within seconds and put on my palms.

“You should have one too! You must be hungry!” _ My manner was right there. I couldn’t deny, he was miraculous being, there was no sign of hunger or tiredness on his body, not a single drop of sweat on his skin after walking two hours under the sun. He only glanced at me saying he already had. It was hard to believe but I was afraid too to ask him anymore.

I was so hungry so I decided to think about it after eating apple. I had only one apple, I felt my stomach full. My tongue had never tasted such sweet apple before. He might be really a pagan god of nature.

“Can we continue now?” _ His voice was restless yet so firm.

I knew he won’t like it at all but I was sitting there silent. He came closer with expressionless face and his jaws were tight. He might be angry upon me. Unexpectedly my little fear flew away when he sat right next to me. Oh, these emerald eyes would kill me one day!(I whispered inside my head)

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